So I mentioned in my previous blog that something went south with Mr. New York, but I had yet to write a blog on what. So I think I have finally gotten over it and figured I might was well blog about it. So first off Mr. New York was a pilot from New York .... obviously.... and we had talked a lot and I felt like we were pretty close and got along well and he had said the same thing. Well either way he flew out and met me (read blog) and everything had gone well. So we had talked after that but I started hearing from him more infrequently but figured it was because of his job or he was busy or whatnot. We had texted very briefly until one day I get a text totally out of the blue saying that he had been thinking about this for a while but he needed someone more his age that he could travel with. This really upset me for a number of reasons. Obviously because I felt really close to him and it sucks for something like that to happen. I was disappointed because he had agreed on an arrangement and he fell through unexpectedly and lastly because I made it 100% clear on my intentions in this relationship. I told him I was only 18 and in high school and he said it was fine and that I was very mature of my age, and I also said that because of this there is no way I would be able to travel at the time but that I would be at college the next semester and that it is possible it could change. He recognized both of these things and said that it was fine but then he backed out and I was crushed. Some people say that they try not to get attached to their SD's or whatever but I can't have a relationship without some kind of attachment (probably too much for my own good.) Either way that's how that ended in tears and suckiness on my part and who efing knows what for him. I was probably just another girl despite all he told me I was to him.
I guess it doesn't mater because I have LunchDate still who I like very much and I plan to be with now. Now I am beginning to understand all the problems of the other SB's that they mention on their blogs because in no relationship not even this kind is it all sugar and roses.
Best of Luck and my apologies for the downer of a post,
LilPrincess♥
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